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Today whatever was on my mind until I start writing, feeling upset and angry hate also love mixed together in my mind, I feel betrayed but could not reveal her I finally chose silence I knew it was only a small problem but this problem feelings and the problem to be a burden
, she somehow tell him either soft like cotton at the same time can be painful love such as a knife, I'm not too familiar with him how he is exactly what he wants I always do not understand because he does not let me know, I like strangers in him life  but at the same time I am the most important person in him life, when I wanted to become-he held me to go, but when I got her she seemed not to care about me, I am confused what to do what I have to finish this relationship or stick with this relationship ,I HATE IT hate this state, and all these feelings about him but I love him. The very drama that I do not know where the end is happy or painful.